Well, we've had a lot of snow days this week so I haven't had to be confident at home.. But today in Economics, the teacher called on me and I had no idea what the answer was. So, I just said what came to my mind and I knew it was wrong but I was confident about it. I realize that people don't remember if I said the wrong thing or not nor should I care if people think I don't know what I am talking about. I have to be confident either way.
I haven't dealt with my word much this week. I've been sick all this week so I don't really need confidence at home... But I am still using confidence to start conversations with new people and keep the conversation going. I am in Economics now and we present a lot o projects so that's when my confidence has to kick in. For now my word is getting me through this school year.
My word has helped me out a lot recently. I've talked to more people and started more conversations. I don't think I am that awkward anymore when talking to people and talking in front of the class. I am starting to be myself and have confidence to not care what people say. I still need some work and time to become more confident and believe in myself.
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