I have been having a lot of confidence recently. Not just with school but around my peers. I start up conversations with people I normally do not talk to and I just overall hang out with people I normally don't. I can tell that this project has been helping me a lot with my self confidence.
My confidence has been growing this year. I am happy with everything in my life. Except for economics..... I hate that class so much. Anyways, I have been starting conversations, keeping them going and met new people. But I am still not very confident in myself. I have to learn to be happy with myself. And that is what I am going to
I feel like I have gotten a bit more confident. Don't get me wrong I still hate presenting in front of the class. But I have started conversations with people I normally don't talk to every day and I am not embarrassed by some stuff. I feel like being friends with the friends I have now have made me more confident. I am happy and feel more confident overall.
Well, my word didn't help me this week. I had to present my economics project and well.. I did horrible. It didn't help that two of the four group members were gone and I didn't know their slides. I tried to be confident during it but my nerves got in the way. We ended up getting a pretty bad score but I have to realize that I am going to be embarrassed a ton in my high school career. I just have to be myself and be confident.
My word is helping me through some classes. Just like Economics with all the projects and games that we do. I realize that nobody is going to remember what I say even if I have no clue what I am talking about. Plus I have to speak up in the groups and talk to people who aren't doing their job.
In general business, there is a lot of presenting power points in front of the class. So I have to be confident. Especially when there is a lot of upperclassmen in that class who I don't talk to. I have done two presentations and so far they have went really well. I think it's better when I have a few friends in there but anyways I have to realize that presentations aren't a big deal.
Well, we've had a lot of snow days this week so I haven't had to be confident at home.. But today in Economics, the teacher called on me and I had no idea what the answer was. So, I just said what came to my mind and I knew it was wrong but I was confident about it. I realize that people don't remember if I said the wrong thing or not nor should I care if people think I don't know what I am talking about. I have to be confident either way.
I haven't dealt with my word much this week. I've been sick all this week so I don't really need confidence at home... But I am still using confidence to start conversations with new people and keep the conversation going. I am in Economics now and we present a lot o projects so that's when my confidence has to kick in. For now my word is getting me through this school year.
My word has helped me out a lot recently. I've talked to more people and started more conversations. I don't think I am that awkward anymore when talking to people and talking in front of the class. I am starting to be myself and have confidence to not care what people say. I still need some work and time to become more confident and believe in myself.
In reality everyone is going to judge people no matter how you look or what you are wearing. But you can learn not to care. Be confident in yourself. And most importantly BE YOU! As this pictures says, "True beauty comes from being yourself." The more you realize this, the more confident you will be. Honestly, I have to follow my own sayings and learn not to care what people think of me.
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